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“This blog contains Cheryl Cornett’s personal stories and experiences with dogs she has come to know and love. Cheryl is a dog trainer in Bradford, NH.”


Barba Bagnata’s Ragazzo Dolche CGC, TKI, NW-TEAM 1

ENZO 09/26/17 – 04/26/21

We lost. Epilepsy won.

In time, I will find solace in the memories of the 204 glorious, seizure-free days we were granted before the Monster came raging back and took you. But right now, I am shattered.

Bess and Finn will be there waiting for you. Until we meet again my wonderful, kind, funny, sweet Boy; I love you.

I love you.

Happy New Year!

Two dogs sleeping together in a circle.

Welcome to 2021! And good-bye to 2020. What a year! A roller coaster ride for sure, one for the history books, absolutely! Yet here we are; we made it! I would like to thank you all–for your patronage, your support, the virtual hugs, the very real love, and the laughter.

It’s been quite a year: I said good-bye to Finn after almost 13 years of companionship, walks, and games of fetch. Aoife became very ill and underwent a complicated emergency spay that shook me to the core. Had it not been for Annie Glaser and Jane Messineo Lindquist, I might have lost her; pyometra is not something veterinarians consider in a dog so young. Then, I nearly lost Enzo to a series of cluster seizures so severe, I had to administer rectal diazapam in order to get him into my Jeep for transport to an emergency clinic. Twenty-four life-time hours later, against the odds, he came home.

It’s been quite a year: Enzo and I recently celebrated Day #100 without a seizure. Even in my dreams, I had never considered such a miraculous thing possible for him. Aoife has earned her AKC Novice Trick title, her NACSW ORT title, as well as her Novice titles in Exteriors, Vehicles, and Containers from USCSS (United States Canine Scent Sports).

Yes, it’s been quite year: the ups, the downs, and all that was in between. Many of you have experienced loss and heartache as well; then you turned around to find the bright, the shining and the good in your lives. We shared our sorrow, our triumphs, and our trials. We managed and grew and learned to be patient. Yes, better things are coming; but that is fleeting too. As a very dear friend said recently, “It’s all temporary.” Life ebbs and flows.

Happy New Year friends, and thank you. I leave you with this lovely wish written by Neil Gaiman, “I hope you will have a wonderful year, that you’ll dream dangerously and outrageously, that you’ll make something that didn’t exist before you made it, that you will be loved and that you will be liked, and that you will have people to love and to like in return. And, most importantly (because I think there should be more kindness and more wisdom in the world right now), that you will, when you need to be, be wise, and that you will always be kind.

With love, Cheryl, Enzo, & Aoife xo

Nosework with a Bull Terrier

Anyone who knows anything about me knows I get into the gear: tracking gear, hiking gear, nose work gear. Other women do shoes. I do gear. When Enzo and I started out doing field work for gun dog foundations, his harness and my bait bag were a matching deep plum. My field whistle was a complimentary shade of violet. Oh yes. We were a vision at that hunt clinic. Fake it till you make it or dress for success? (I’ll let you decide.)

It should come as no surprise to you that when Aoife and I started nose work, I immediately began researching the gear. There is a lot: tins, tubes, odor, containers, putty, sticker dots, lines, harnesses… I was in my glory! My instructor also said it would be helpful if Aoife had a separate harness, strictly for nose work. It would act as a cue, a signal to her what the expectation was, what behaviors she should perform. Liken it a school uniform versus Saturday play clothes. It would help set the stage.

I got right on it. Julius K-9 makes some very nice back clip harnesses. Light, comfortable, well-designed, with loads of fun colors to choose from, and–as if that wasn’t enough… the very best part?? You could order TAG LINES! YES! I know! Right?! I spent hours playing around with words. I’d seen some fun ones out there and I was excited to tag my girl. I finally decided on “Nose 2 Search”. That beautiful Bull Terrier nose, the play on words, my love of numbers and math. Perfect! Then, we had our first trial.

I signed her up with Performance Scent Dogs. I thought them to be the most beginner friendly. There was also a training center within an hour’s drive offering monthly trials. Tova Training dates back to Bess’s Barn Hunt days; my memories were of great people, loads of laughter, tons of fun. I wanted to make sure our first experience was a positive one–I knew I would get it there.

The day dawned- I loaded up the Jeep with the necessary supplies, plus some, and headed out. I had entered all three TOT’s (target odor tests for Birch, Anise, and Clove) as well as Containers and Distance. The nice thing about Performance Scent Dogs is that even if Aoife missed on her TOT’s, she would still be allowed to run. It simply would not count towards her title in that element. (See what I mean about “beginner friendly”?) No matter what happened, she would be allowed to run a search.

TOT’s ran first and when directed, we entered the building. I could see the area where twelve metal folding chairs were arranged in rows of 4 by 3. Underneath one of those chairs was a tiny tube holding 3 q-tips scented with Birch. Aoife’s job was to tell me which chair had the hidden tube. I had no doubt she would find it. We had trained and practiced for this. She loved nose work. I was excited; grinning from ear-to-ear as we made our way to the start box, where the judge and time keeper stood waiting.

And that’s when Aoife noticed… PEOPLE! Her delight simply could not be contained; she was absolutely, positively OVER-JOYED and made a beeline for them both. Dear God. (People? We had not trained for people.) It was all I could do to hold on. As I death-gripped the handle on her harness, my girl hopped, spun, bounced, whined, and wagged her entire body in a vain attempt to jump on greet the judge. Fabulous, she pointedly ignored the small white freight train trying to steam roll greet her and asked if I had any questions. I shook my head. I was instructed to search when ready. I attempted to get Aoife settled (not happening), focused (perhaps? a little?). Then, I quickly stood up from my hunched over position and cheerfully called, “Aoife, Search!” She promptly boomeranged backwards, straight out of the search area, directly toward the judge. I grabbed onto her harness handle and dragged led her over to the rows of chairs. She continued to twist, buck, and twirl, all in an effort to say hello to ‘her’ people. Red-faced, breathing heavily through my mask, and with glasses fogging over, I once again attempted to redirect her to the chairs. She vaulted sideways, knocked two chairs a-kilter, bounced up on me and made for the judge again. Winded, sweating, bent over with my back in spasm, I circled her and hung on for dear life, praying for the madness to end. Then, Aoife stilled, head twisting to one side, and gave a cursory nose touch to one chair. I yelled “Alert!” The judge boomed “YES!” as she broke out into gales of laugher. Hobbling out of the search area with my joyous companion, I seriously contemplated a new sport and wondered if there was any Advil in the glove box.

Aoife went on that day to not only Q in both containers and distances, she earned first place as well. But I have put away the “Nose 2 Search” patch. Perhaps when she’s older? Maybe. But honestly? This one suits her style MUCH better.

White Bull Terrier with nose work ribbons
#slapstick #comedycentral #neverdull #wouldn’tchangeathing

These Two

have me on a roller coaster ride between heaven and hell.

Three days after our visit to the canine neurologist, Enzo had another seizure. Even though I knew it was inevitable, I am still not used to them. But this time there was a bright side: we could now begin the pulse therapy the canine neurologist had outlined, with the medication she’d prescribed.

The clorazapate was administered as soon as Enzo was stable. Then, every 8 hours for the next three days, I gave him another dose. This, in an effort to prevent clustering, lessen the severity of the seizures, and gain more time between episodes. When the canine neurologist mentioned a 30-day time frame, I was ecstatic. One seizure a month? I could live with that! I had faith; I believed. And the best part? The clorazapate seemed not to impact Enzo’s balance, stability, or energy levels. No side effects I could discern. I was nearly giddy with relief and anticipation.

Eighteen days later, Enzo suffered a grand mal seizure just as he was heading out to our back deck. It was brutal. I cleaned him up, administered the clorazapate and began the 4-hour wait for the vet’s office to open at 9:30 am. During the interim, and to help ease him through the postictal stage, I decided our usual morning walk was needed. Both dogs were delighted with my decision. As we headed up the hill towards the field and wood-lined path, I glanced over in time to see Enzo go down into that hateful crouch, lips pulled back in that terrible grin, then watched, horror-struck as he tumbled down the embankment into the sand pit below. Petrified, I scrambled down after him. Aoife seemed to know this was an emergency, and was calm by my side as I waited out the seizure, helpless. I don’t remember much about getting home, but once there, I administered another dose of clorazapate and called the emergency number to leave a message. Covered in sand, grit, and wet with saliva, Enzo paced, whined, and barked. I went about cleaning him up– washing his ears, his beard, his bushy eyebrows. Initially, the cool water seemed to calm him. But then the pacing began in earnest, and I started to get angry. Eighteen days? That wasn’t even 3 full weeks! Where was the 30 day, once-a-month, ONE seizure?! Where?? I started to cry- Aoife came running over and I collected myself as the two of us sat together, keeping watch over our beloved boy.

After several phone calls back and forth that day between the neurologist and my veterinarian, the decision was made to increase the clorazpate as well as add another daily medication to Enzo’s current repertoire, bringing the total number of his prescriptions to six. Side effects included ataxia, stomach upset, and possibly diarrhea as his system adjusted to this new drug- Zonisamide. In the beginning the ataxia was so bad, it reminded me of when he first began taking the Phenobarbitol so many months ago. He was once again falling down the stairs, tumbling off the back deck, stumbling, and going to his knees on our walks. The diarrhea has yet to dissipate; he frequently needs to go outside in the middle of the night.

This disease is dreadful. Not only is it costly–Enzo’s medications now tally $298 per month–the emotional toll is severe. Let’s face it; there is no cure. Enzo is never going to get better. As I write this–today– the longest Enzo has gone without a seizure since beginning the Zonisimide is eleven days. When I first began this journey, I read and read and read–any and all scientific journals, experiments, and trials I could lay my hands on. One abstract sticks out. The experiment began with fifteen severely epileptic dogs, but ended with thirteen. I remember wondering that’s odd. Then, upon obtaining and reading the full paper, I discovered that the two dogs had been euthanized by their owners. And I clearly remember thinking, oh how could they?? Now, fifteen months into this hideous disease, I understand. I get it. I empathize.

Aoife is my sanity. She is the light bloom to Enzo’s dark malady. When Enzo is ill, my Court Jester, Nut-Ball, Wild Child is calmer, sweeter, and better behaved. Then, she administers her own brand of medicine; within 24-hours of a gut-wrenching seizure, I have found myself bent double with laughter, gasping for breath at her shenanigans. Within two days of Enzo’s last cluster of seizures, I found myself at a Nose work trial, walking floating out of a search area. I read her body language, I knew she’d found the hide; then, she’d turned and told me so. We were a team in sync. My “Alert!” to the judge was certain and true.

Enzo still has good days. He is now learning nose work too. And although I will never enter him in a trial, it makes my heart sing to watch him- engaged, happy, willing to work with me, and eager to search out the hide. He is having fun.

I’m learning to hold my hands up in the air and let go… of everything. There’s no cure. In life, there’s never a guarantee… of anything. So my advice? Find joy. Ride the ride. Scream when you have to, cry when you must, and laugh whenever you can.